Why do you have to start crying when you mess up? Why can’t you tell me you are sorry!?! Every time we talk about our trip you get upset. You try to convince me how you are right! You tell me 5 or more different stories and yet you try to convince me all of them are true!?!? How can you explain you liked me and truly were sad that you lost me? And you had feelings for someone else and tried to get over it? Or you did it because your parents didn’t let you get close to me? Or it was because you knew we wouldn’t see eachother after this anymore? I don’t get it. I wanna cry but I’m getting to tired. I don’t want you to try to explain how you are right. I want you to apologize for lying to me. For not being honest! Why can’t you tell me, I’m sorry I messed up!?!? I shouldn’t have hurt you like this. I don’t know what I was thinking. You think I don’t care how you feel?? I do! But do you know how I feel?? I feel like you can’t be honest with me. Like you have to hide yourself. Put yourself in my shoes for a moment. Think about it! Don’t blame the things you did on me.
